Blessings Flow Down

Thank you!

2011-12-08T17:47:00.000-08:00

Goodness, was that easy... You sweet people have cleared out my soap vault! Lickety split it flew - in all different directions. I hope you LOVE my little bars of soap, they will love you back! ;-* Merry, Merry Christmas!

Never too old to begin a new 'hobby'.

2011-12-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

This is my Grandmother Alice, my dad's mom.

Recently, my husband encouraged me to join him at the shooting range and I must admit it was thrilling! It's loud...really LOUD. I know Gram would've chortled quietly, if she could have seen me shake and flinch the first time I pulled the trigger. There wasn't much that she feared. Like beginning to drive at age 62! I always try to honor her spirit and fortitude. I only knew her until second grade, then she was gone - a stroke took her. The day she died was the first and only time I ever saw my father teary.

He scolded me!

2011-10-18T12:08:00.000-07:00

Life is really busy right now. So a week or so ago... I admit...I checked out of my 'blog'.

My husband got upset at me. Not in a mean scary way, just concerned. He really likes me having this outlet. Because we are 'rogue' homeschoolers and I'm pretty much a hermit, I do love and need connecting with other cyber friends. :D Boy has the world changed!

Fathers & Daughters

2011-09-06T17:00:00.000-07:00

She's turning 13! I'm so excited about the young woman she is becoming. Love ya Lils. xo Mama ;)

Reflecting Back

2011-08-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

I LOVE CAMP!

Pie the Pastor

Let's see...a year ago I was recovering from surgery due to cancer.

Because of God's grace and mercy, I live.

I savor every moment.

The love He imparts - makes me weep.

Friday I was consumed with joy, while serving 100 plus snow cones to the little ones at camp. Their smiling, painted faces staring back at me - I was having a ball. (If you ever have the chance to 'drive' a snow cone machine, do it!) One young boy, who I only knew through registration, asked me for a hug.

"It's the last day you know and I'm gonna miss you!"
ME?
Oh, my heart almost burst!

*'Kendal the Amazing' gets the photo credit!

What was in that milk?

2011-08-06T16:07:00.000-07:00

The look on each of our faces...is ummm interesting.

Thank you Theodore Roosevelt!

2011-08-01T14:19:00.000-07:00

We have to do this trip yearly. We don't know when, until a day before and the thermometer reads 85 or above. We head out to Lake Crescent Lodge. Mind you this is the peak of summer and notice the crowds? This is busy. If you come visit me, I'll take you and we can enjoy lunch or dinner in the sun room. I hope to return soon, to one of those cute little cabins before the season closes in the fall- just me and my man. ;D

Norman Rockwell - Phenomenal Illustrator

2011-07-29T15:53:00.000-07:00

For my husband's birthday, we visited a nearby Norman Rockwell exhibit. What an inspiration! We were both awestruck at the volume of art he published in his lifetime.

If I had to choose, this was my favorite painting at this exhibit, entitled "Lincoln for the Defense". It's a tall image, like Lincoln himself. The advocate in white (love the way he proportioned Lincoln's physique), Rockwell draws your eye downward to the mid-section of this piece (where all the action takes place), to Lincoln's passionate, strong and rather large fist. Then, behind him you notice his client in the shadow- cowering. It is a very powerful painting. Here is the background story, I love the background story...I could disappear for days in museums with those earphones on:

"... in 1858 when he defended William ‘Duff’ Armstrong, on trial for murder. The case was famous for Lincoln’s use of Judicial Notice, possibly for the first time in an American courtroom. After the primary witness against his client testified to having seen the crime by the light of the moon, Lincoln produced an Almanac (likely not the Farmer's Almanac we know, but an earlier competing publication - there were several at that time) and asked the judge to take "Judicial Notice" that the moon on that date was at such a low angle that it could not have provided enough illumination to see anything clearly. Based upon this evidence, the prosecution's witness was discredited and Armstrong was acquitted."

This soap loves your skin!

2011-07-26T15:48:00.000-07:00

I've got lots of it. Soon it will be up for sale, because it's taking over my house! Details to come.

Civil War Reenactment

2011-07-25T15:09:00.000-07:00

If you ever get the chance to attend one - GO! It's history up close and personal. Can you imagine walking back in time and talking to the men, women and children from the Civil War - North and South? Our family did and had a great time. This group meets and travels around the Pacific Northwest and they're fantastic. I especially enjoyed the demonstration by the North's surgeon with regard to; amputation, bullet removal and laudable pus...ack! If you want to know more of the - 'gory details'. I also enjoyed all the stories of the famous Civil War nurses; Mary Ann Bickerdyke, along with Dorthea Dix and Clara Barton.

Back with a blog 'lift'!

2011-07-25T15:01:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry I've been gone for quite awhile. My daughter has a new Mac and I have mine BACK...yippy! I've missed blogging, but I assure you - I've been keeping busy.

My husband's got skills

2011-04-18T13:00:00.000-07:00

I literally sulk when he goes without painting for awhile. It's been like that for the last few months; maybe that's why I haven't been blogging or it's been the 45+ days of rain here in Seattle. I figured out why it's called The Emerald City now - there's bright green moss EVERYWHERE!

I'm still here!

2011-04-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

My daughter has 'hi-jacked' my computer! We bought an iPad thinking it would be a great tool for her to write on... no such luck. She's writing A LOT - hours and hours. She has written two short stories and published them on a fan fiction website and I'm really proud of her. She uses an alias and gets all sorts of positive feedback from other young readers and authors on her entries. She has a lot to learn with regard to grammar and editing, but she's twelve! I'm quite proud. It's cool to have your kids discover their 'niche' and fly!

My dream home

2011-02-05T16:37:00.000-08:00

This is not your standard house for a family of four and dog, but to me it's almost gosh darn perfect - this side of heaven. A thousand square feet on a 1/4 acre with fruit trees, raised garden beds and a cozy fireplace to warm our posteriors on snowy days....dreamy. We looked at this one, but I don't think it will work, but I'm still praying about it. This is the type of house my father grew up in, maybe that's the attraction. He was a simple man and I'm his simple daughter.

Mr. America!

2011-02-04T16:22:00.000-08:00

Love, love these birds of prey! They literally make me swoon. Mr. America showed up in our neighbors tree last week. I was able to grab our camera for a quick photo shoot, right out our bedroom window. He was so obliging '...work with me handsome, work with me. Look over here...yeah baby!' ;D Okay, I'm presuming it was a he. It's very difficult to tell the adults apart, other than the female is a little larger.

Off to the Onc!

2011-02-02T16:03:00.000-08:00

Could you ask for a more beautiful commute, to an anxiety filled doctors appointment? I have to go see my oncologist every four months in Seattle for the next two years - heavy. It's great they really stay on top of my cancer, however, it's difficult to not let 'cancer head' take you over a few days before your appointment. What if they find 'it' again?! Well how about....Jesus took care of it the first time, so try having a little faith deary! I got on the ferry to head over to Seattle, plopped on a nice sunny, cushiony booth and looked out the window at His gorgeousness. I need to live in these beautiful moments. It's such a discipline to not get ahead of myself with worry and such a waste of time.

"God is God. Because he is God, He is worthy of my trust and obedience. I will find rest nowhere but in His holy will that is unspeakably beyond my largest notions of what he is up to."

— Elisabeth Elliot

What to do with kale...

2010-12-30T11:27:00.000-08:00

I've purged my house of all the sugar (almost) and white flour products. "Eat white bread and you'll be dead!", thus saith Michael Pollan. It's time to get back to a healthier diet. I'm afraid I've been a glutton and I've become a wee bit corpulent after too many weeks of cream, refined sugar, flour, etc. My body is all cranky, my pants are busting at the seams...enough!

This past year I've learned to incorporate kale into lasagna, casseroles, and smoothies. The latest kale du jour is - ' kale chips'. Warning: they stink up your kitchen much like brussel sprouts. I coat the washed and dried leaves with white truffle oil and white pepper. (You can purchase the oil at gourmet markets.) Grind a little sea salt on top, then bake at 200° for about 15-20 minutes. These are for the adventurous gourmande and not for everyones palate, my children and husband grimace much. :D Thank you Mrs. Augspurger!

Oh my beating heart...Merry Christmas!

2010-12-22T15:51:00.000-08:00

My son has always been our quiet child. He doesn't like crowds, he doesn't need a gynormous passel of friends, one true blue will do. The complete opposite of his older 'the world is my stage, I love an audience' sister! This week he had the opportunity to recite from memory Luke 2: 13-14 in front of our entire church by himself ...he NAILED IT! I wept. Then Tuesday night he was awarded his first belt in mixed martial arts. Way to go little man, your Dad and I are so happy for you!

A weekend away...

2010-12-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

The sun came out so we ran west to the sea - to see all sorts of beautiful things!

Addicted to Set!

2010-12-07T14:45:00.000-08:00

Our family can't get enough of this game! The kids and I went to the library a month ago and the librarian had just purchased it. Here is a helpful link to get the basic understanding of how it's played. It was awarded by Mensa. The skills used are perception, so the playing field is completely leveled between adults and kids.

Winter Morning

2010-12-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

by Ogden Nash

Winter is the king of showmen
Turning tree stumps into snow men
And houses into birthday cakes
And spreading sugar over lakes
Smooth and clean and frosty white
The world looks good enough to bite
That's the season to be young
Catching snowflakes on your tongue
Snow is snowy when it's snowing
I'm sorry it's slushy when it's going

I like to walk on fresh fallen snow
The kind that whispers and speaks.
It sings a song as I walk along
With crackles and scrunches and squeaks.

Jackets and sweaters, Stockings and boots
Snug hats and mittens, Warm woolen suits

All bundled up and ready to go
Out of the house to play in the snow

Although I feel clumsy in all of these clothes
I am so happy whenever it snows!

Snowmen fall from Heaven, Some assembly required

Where did you get that little red nose?
Jack Frost touched it, I suppose.
He touched it once, he touched it twice.
Poor little nose, it's as cold as ice.

Christmas tree hunters

2010-12-01T17:59:00.000-08:00

*Note cliff to the left...yikes, that's why we got out and hiked.

So it began, 'White Friday' (unlike Black Friday, not in a mall but out in the wilderness - there was still plenty of adrenaline involved). We paid our five dollars to the forest ranger, we traversed up the cold snowy mountain in Quilcene, Washington. We drove as far as our faithful billy goat "CJ" would go, chains and all - we still couldn't make it to the top. My husband is an experienced snow driver (mid west boy dontcha know), and even he became a bit nervous with the slipperiness. Sliding off a cliff with your family is not our idea of a great start to the holidays. Common sense told us to head back down the mountain settle in a grove, grab some hot chili, brownies and a little sensible tree. But it's all about the stories... "Dad, remember when we almost slid off the cliff!?"

Halloween in a little bayside community

2010-11-30T17:48:00.000-08:00

You know what they say? Couples chained together stay together!

Love seeing these little ones...

Ghost dog! This minature schnauzer clearly didn't know what to think.

It's a crowd, but that's half the fun!

I love it when kids put their own costumes together...creativity unleashed.

Seeing him read...swoon!

2010-11-07T21:28:00.000-08:00

Any parent can tell you, catching your child engrossed in a book is just the BEST thing ever.

Pumpkin bread overdrive!

2010-11-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

I have made at least a dozen loaves of this pumpkin bread - it's hands down my favorite! With a soy mocha on the side - heaven. Shhhh...don't tell my sister about the whip cream. ;D

Learning never gets old

2010-11-05T15:04:00.000-07:00

We love our local aquarium and go often. This last trip we got to see the scuba diver, in the huge wall tank 'rock out' to "Under Pressure" by Queen and David Bowie, so fitting.

Boys in the trees...

2010-11-03T16:00:00.000-07:00

That was a famous Carly Simon song back in the late '70s. You remember, don't you? I should add...this was my view a few mornings ago whilst in bed, drinking my freshly ground brew. So much for privacy. Also, there is a 30 foot bluff on the other side of that tree! Don't they look like chimney sweeps from Mary Poppins?

...and poof, she's 12!

2010-11-01T14:56:00.000-07:00

My husband's loading up the shotgun and practicing one of his favorite lines from the movie New in Town. Harry Connick Jr. looks at his daughters' date straight in the eye and says, "...whatever you do to her, I'll do to you!" I pray daily for her future husband.

Mmmmm....Lavender!

2010-11-01T14:45:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the votives I made. Can you smell the lavender? Here is the link to all the details, thank you E-Wife! Candle making is hugely addictive. It's very economical making them and our family consumes an abundance of candles in the dark Pacific Northwest winters. These are made of soy wax and soy wicks, healthier and definitely less soot.

He's here, he's here!

2010-10-31T16:46:00.000-07:00

Baby Jonah arrived three weeks early and a little over 5 pounds! He's so cute. Now to save up all my money AGAIN, to fly down to LA and see him.

Happy Halloween weekend!

2010-10-30T16:44:00.000-07:00

My bubble children!

2010-10-30T14:33:00.000-07:00

Oh, if they could only go thru life in one of these. They don't look very happy do they? They clearly don't know what's good for them. Ha ha ha... moms' silly joke. This looks like a lot of fun...next years' fair - I want to go in it!

It's that time of year again!

2010-10-28T16:20:00.000-07:00

We are supposed to have a cold winter...so it's time to stack and split the wood high, then make a ton of Girl Scout Fire Starters! I don't want to think about 'what all' is in these. Dryer lint works great if you don't have sawdust or pine shavings and it's free. Can you tell we have a Golden Retriever? A few of her tumbleweeds were added for extra texture.

A simple life

2010-10-27T16:14:00.000-07:00

To these things I cling - that which are good (okay, yummy too) and simple. Should I feel guilty? My husband says, "No, it's Biblical!" I've been having way to much fun sewing, cooking, teaching, making more candles and traveling. Well, traveling is NOT simple (ferries, metrolinks, planes, cars, etc.) but for the purpose of helping a couple feather their nest for their first baby - yes!

Thank you Rick Riordan!

2010-10-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

My son celebrated his tenth birthday and his sister made him this "Percy Jackson" cake. That would include BLUE cake AND BLUE frosting, because that's what Percy likes. :D

Coming out of a funk!

2010-08-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

Time to be real. The last month has been tough and glorious all at once. My husband has been working like crazy...praise the Lord. I hope it continues for awhile. God knows exactly what your needs are and covers them. Why do I become anxious? Silly, silly me.

I've been gone the last month because I've been trying to catch up. Then my endocrinology (that's a nice way to put it) has been completely whacked! After much research and study on the topic - I'm better. Phewy, what a roller coaster!

Now I'm 'back in the saddle' and gearing up for a new year of school with the kids (5th and 7th grade), sewing for a dear couples miracle baby "Jonah", due to arrive in November and made my first batch of candles today. (Thank you Karen - I'm completely addicted!) Did I mention the 12 pints of strawberry jam last week. Life is indeed wonderful when you can do the things you LOVE! I'm sorry I have no pictures to post yet, I've been living in the moment. :)

I'm addicted to this stuff!

2010-07-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

The yummiest thing I'm into lately, is this organic coconut oil! Oh my, you saute Walla Walla or Vidalia sweet onions in it with some sea salt...heaven! Plus it's cholesterol free, which means it's better for you than butter. I've always been a hardcore butter fanatic, but this is a great substitute.

Religion v. Grace

2010-07-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

I've been praying for Matt Chandler and his beautiful young family, he's currently battling a brain tumor. He did this sermon a year ago at a Desiring God (John Piper) conference and I thought it was a powerful analogy of the religious v. the redeemed.

"I do not at all understand the mystery of grace - only that it meets us where we are but does not leave us where it found us." - Anne Lamott

Really? It's how she reads

2010-07-08T22:06:00.000-07:00

I find her in all sorts of places reading...trees, roof tops. The good part is she's reading! She has been enjoying over and over the "Percy Jackson & The Olympians" series.

Why?

2010-07-02T14:35:00.001-07:00

I found out last week, that on the day of my surgery that cured me, my first 'boyfriend' (he's the one in the foreground wearing a white turtleneck) passed away from a brain tumor. He had surgery a week before, went into a coma and never came out. Why? Phil left a wife and two young sons...why Lord? Brain tumors are a serious evil. I've run across four people this year who have been afflicted by them, some have died. The Lord gives and takes away...blessed be His name, I keep reminding myself.

On the back of this photo, my grandmother had written: "This is Chris' boyfriend, she says I wove him and he woves me and one day we are going to be married."

My brother sent this to me... ;D

2010-06-26T13:33:00.000-07:00

Jesus is my Healer!

2010-06-18T17:18:00.000-07:00

Wow, surgery is complete and I'm on my way to a cancer free recovery. I received a call from my surgeon today and all the pathology came back clear! The cancer stayed put and was completely and I pray forever removed! ;D No further treatment is necessary other than close observation for the next five years.

Modern medicine is amazing. I had my surgery ('radical abdominal' surgery) Monday night and reached recovery around 11:00 that evening. I was ready to head home the next day at 3:00. They used a DaVinci Robot and the healing is fast. The surgical team was terrific, they were all unbelievably capable young women - I'm officially old now.

I'm breathing deep with relief and great joy! Jesus was with our family through the past few months...He is so good.

My reader...

2010-06-14T17:01:00.000-07:00

The sun came out for a few hours this week. Our roof is where my daughter felt comfortable reading, while absorbing her vitamin D. Thank goodness we have understanding neighbors, who don't find her behavior strange at all...phew. Pay no attention to our pathetic 1980 aluminum windows, they're on 'the list' to be replaced - I think. Does it matter anymore?

Thought this was REALLY great...

2010-06-12T16:55:00.000-07:00

Click on it twice to see it full screen on You-Tube...I have to fix my format. :(

From kittens to airsoft guns

2010-06-10T16:50:00.000-07:00

Now instead of a sweet kitty, he has an airsoft rifle in his hands...sigh.

Love!

2010-06-06T16:21:00.000-07:00

Last week my best friend since the age of five, sent me these AMAZING strawberries from Shari's Berries, she knows what I like! They were delicious and yes, I ate almost all of them. I feel better already.

More great information on fighting cancer...

2010-05-26T17:33:00.000-07:00

It's ELMO!!!

2010-05-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

A few weekends ago, some good friends invited us down to their beach for a walk. Suddenly, our son saw a tiny bit of a red 'scooter' handle sticking out of the sand. He was curious, so he dug a little further. We could see two BIG EYES peering up from the sand...it was ELMO! The little 2 -1/2 year old with us was chanting, Elmo, it's Elmo...IT'S ELMO!!! All of us adults with the kids, started digging like crazy with sticks and sea shells to free Elmo! He had been buried deep within the sand during one of the past winter storms that occurred in the Puget Sound. You never know what the sea will heave up during a storm!? Glad it was just Elmo!

Ready, set, ... WAIT!

2010-05-22T11:33:00.000-07:00

Last week I went to two radiation/oncologist consultations, fully prepared to begin treatment. The first doctor was 'raring to go' with external and internal radiation - okay. The second was in less of a hurry, more concerned about the side effects of radiation, especially internal high definition radiation. She wanted to know more about my lifestyle, and she really wished to speak personally with my oncologist. She was fearful about blasting me with all the radiation at such an early stage of cancer. There are some serious risk with radiation, it's a low percentage, but it can happen. Hey, I never thought I'd get cancer either. The first attack is critical. Tuesday I'm scheduled for a second opinion from another gyn/onc to see if maybe surgery would be a better option. If my lymphs are clear (which they micro-scope during surgery), then radiation would be considered 'insurance' after surgery. The hardest part of this process is being patient. I continue to pray 'it' stays put!

Spelt!

2010-05-21T15:14:00.000-07:00

My dad use to cook spelt and put it in everything! Ha, now I'm doing it also. It's so good for you and it's yummy (if you like a chewy nutty flavor) in oatmeal, bread or sprinkled on a salad. You have to cook it forever to get the berries to pop open, so it takes a little advance warning to prepare. I need to try soaking it over night in a crock pot. After the berries have opened, I just store it in the refrigerator. Thanks Dad, great tip - I love you!

Where we live

2010-05-18T15:05:00.000-07:00

I don't think I could ever move back to California...nope. Lot's of people I love in Los Angeles, but just look at where we live now! This view makes up for the other 364 days of grey. What are the two seasons in the Pacific Northwest? Grey and IRRESPONSIBLE! ;D

Zac didn't waste his cancer.

2010-05-17T16:24:00.000-07:00

The Story of Zac Smith from NewSpring Media on Vimeo.

Zac Smith stepped into eternity and went home to be with Jesus on Sunday,

May 16, 2010.

Eat your veggies!

2010-05-15T14:47:00.000-07:00

I have learned so much about cruciferous vegetables this week. Just remember 'cancer hates cabbage', easy as that. You are supposed to have 5 servings of fruits and vegetables a day and this machine or any juicer makes it possible. I broke down and purchased a Vitamix off Ebay. It absolutely pulverizes anything you put in it. I make these smoothies, with cabbage, beets, carrots, berries, cilantro, orange juice, kale and yogurt. Frankly, whatever is in my vegetable drawer. I add some honey for the kids, they make a face - but drink it.

Happy News!

2010-05-12T13:59:00.000-07:00

The blessing is the cancer was caught early! I was staged at a IB1 cancer this morning, which means it hasn't gone anywhere beyond my cervix. I give credit to early detection by the Lord, He lead me into the exam room by my nose (literally). Also, the many praying for me during the whole diagnosis to treatment stage, about a month and a half. I have avoided surgery but will go thru radiation over the next 4 to 6 weeks.

Get your paps, mammograms etc., done annually or maybe every two years. Why? Because I sometimes think the insurance industry dictates when we have certain procedures and not the doctors, who have the stats. We have no cancer history on my side. Also what I've been diagnosed with is a glandular adenocarcinoma cancer. It is 20% of cervical cancers, not HPV related which is a squamous cancer and is the other 80% of cervical cancers. We do not know where adenocarcinoma came from or will we ever know. I take fairly good care of myself. Eat roughly 50% of my diet is organic, I've never smoked. I was definitely in the "oh, cancer will never happen to me", crowd of victims.

Okay, time to move on. God is good and I clearly have some work to do here! ;D

The blessing of cancer...really?

2010-05-08T11:18:00.000-07:00

The scan, xray and blood work are done. Still praying I'm a stage 1-2. I might not have surgery, just radiation which would be better than both. The answers should come this week.

Someone recently told me, "I have always heard, what a blessing cancer is!" "Really?", I thought to myself. But I know what she meant. It keeps you every moment 'in the face of God' more. I'm waiting again for the test results, but that's okay, it gives me time to pray and process what's happening to me. What is the Lord's purpose with me in all this? As John Piper (who had prostate cancer) says, "Don't waste your cancer!" I've always run from people with cancer, it terrified me. Well, guess what I'm supposed to learn? It's my turn. Now I have compassion for others surviving or suffering from this disease and I look to them as warriors. Thinking... "Wow, you got through it and it's been how many years?".

It's a beautiful day and I need to join my husband out in the garden.

Jesus is in the center...

2010-05-05T14:02:00.000-07:00

...taking care of the details and I'm so thankful. I have a peace that is way beyond my understanding. The last month or so of events, have been proof of His loving hands at work. I have so many wonderful people praying for me and supporting our family (including complete strangers), the chaos that should be prowling about our household is almost nonexistent.

I met with my oncologist, who I adore, this last Monday. Did I mention, he had tiny baby feet on the lapel of his lab coat...this is my guy! ;D He was so encouraging, thorough and thoughtful. My sister, Lisa (a nurse) was and has also been right along side me, as well as my very concerned, loving, supportive, and brave husband.

Friday is another big day to pray. I go for my CT scan, chest Xray and blood work. To make sure the cancer has not spread anywhere else and at what stage the cancer is - PRAY! Then we go forth with whatever treatment is necessary to beat this cellular monster. Ladies, get your exams yearly! We do not have cancer on my side of the family, it's a random opportunist...grrr. Early detection is HUGE!

Today I read this devotion by Oswald Chambers, in my morning routine (a stack of devotionals which has grown much higher lately). God's Word and these devotions by wonderful men and women of God, are feeding my soul daily, as it should always be - but when you face this diagnosis, as said by Tim Keller (a thyroid cancer survivor), you just pray differently. How is He refining me through this?

"If Jesus ever commanded us to do something that He was unable to equip us to accomplish, He would be a liar. And if we make our own inability a stumbling block or an excuse not to be obedient, it means that we are telling God that there is something which He has not yet taken into account. Every element of our own self-reliance must be put to death by the power of God. The moment we recognize our complete weakness and our dependence upon Him will be the very moment that the Spirit of God will exhibit His power." - Oswald Chambers

It's going to be okay!

2010-04-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

Last Friday I was diagnosed with cervical cancer.... I've cried, prayed, shared wine, prayed, laughed, I've eaten a ton of amazing cheese, chocolate, cried a little less and prayed more. God is completely in charge. After all He reigns! If it hadn't been for my silly vanity (which God knew), getting myself to the doctor and she suggesting "...since your here and it's been three years, lets do 'that test'." I would have not known of the 'cellular evil' (that's what a good friend of ours, an ER doc. calls it) growing inside me.

So follow me along on this journey, if you wish. I have a meeting with my 'Onc' on Monday for 'the plan' of action. I'm eating healthy, praying like never before. Cancer is no longer a fatal disease and I plan to fight! God loves me and His Word gives me incredible peace. I love you all and covet your prayers. ;D

When a doctor says, "...we still don't know".

2010-04-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

As I sit awaiting another pathology report...attempting to turn my anxiety into worship - I'm failing miserably. These words from Elisabeth Elliot via Miz Booshay lifted my spirits today along with good family and friends!

"All along, let us remember, we are not asked to understand, but simply to obey... And only Heaven is better than to walk with Christ at midnight, over moonless seas- I couldn't feel frightened then. Praise Him for the moonless seas- all the better the opportunity for proving Him to be indeed the El Shaddai, 'the God who is Enough.'"

Slowly, she snuck (or is it sneaked) to the computer...

2010-04-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hi! It's been a while hasn't it. I just can't find the time to jockey for a position on our one and only computer. I haven't figured out 'blogging' on my iphone yet...is that even possible, it most likely is. Meanwhile, I'm totally coveting the iPad.

So, spring is coming and that means; gardening, house cleaning, gardening, dieting (bust out the capris), gardening for exercise, and a much needed pedicure before that impromptu trip to the beach!

The Dove of our Family

2010-03-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

Fourteen years ago today, having just returned from my honeymoon, I sat along side my family in a hospital watching my sister Kim being removed from life support. This picture was taken approximately three years before she became homeless in her fight over demons with alcohol. There was so much we didn't know or understand about her illness and tremendous guilt over how powerless we were in the end. As the years have passed, I have chosen to remember the beautiful things about her, such as her incredible artistic side (glass mosaics), she was an amazing cook and loved, loved her daughters - all four of them. We are a family of six children and will always be. Several years after her death, I heard this song by Sarah McLachlan called "Arms of an Angel", I think of Kimmy everytime I hear it. I have faith Jesus took her from the arms of His angel and she is whole, at peace and completely loved.

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

Rogue winds and big trees don't mix

2010-03-21T16:05:00.000-07:00

The wild weather in the fall and spring is one of the reason I love living in Washington, it will change every 15 minutes! This last week we've had beautiful sunny days, hail and a couple of rogue wind storms toppling over our big northwest Douglas trees. The power has occasionally gone out, of which the kids get all excited for about ten minutes until they have to go to sleep in the DARK, sorry guys no night light.

I took these pictures a few years ago in April. In the bottom one, you can see the 'cloud shelf' moving towards Seattle. The top picture I wish was a video, because you could see the clouds 'churning' over the sound...so cool and dramatic. Just a small reminder of God's AWESOMENESS!

Oh no the moss is winning

2010-03-14T16:22:00.000-07:00

Should I just concede and let it completely take over the grass? After all you don't have to mow moss! :D Sorry for these quick little post...life is a bit nutty currently.

Hi Hyacinth!

2010-03-13T14:10:00.000-08:00

I see you in my garden! Don't run away... I know it hailed today.

My son

2010-03-07T14:54:00.000-08:00

When his feet hit the floor, I don't know what I'll do.

"Watching you grow has been the delight of my life. I look at you and wonder what dreams you will dream, what mountains you will climb, what joys you will have. I know there will be tears and struggles as well, but my prayer is that you will grow into the man you are meant to be." - Unknown

Here comes Spring!

2010-03-04T16:00:00.000-08:00

Oh, my husband loves me...he really loves me. We just celebrated our 14th anniversary yesterday, and as a present he began cleaning up our yard and started up our spa. The two things go together - yard WORK, then 'margies' in the spa! Now let me explain, we LIVE IN A FOREST. With all the moisture and the temperate climate it's a greenhouse in the spring and boy do things like to grow, fast and LARGE. You HAVE to stay on top of it. The joke in the Olympic Peninsula is, if you abandoned your house for three years the forest would take it back...I'm not kidding. Sometimes I feel just like Christopher Walkin in this video. ;D

They were great...

2010-02-25T16:00:00.000-08:00

I'd like to say thank you to my parents for so many wonderful memories and working so hard to give us kids a pretty terrific childhood. No they weren't perfect but they were doing the best they could. There were six of us kids spanning a 20 year period, I was 'the Baby'. Dad was a pediatrician with a bustling practice and mom, his supportive wife, kept busy with charity leagues, driving us to various different schools and events, while doing her best keeping us all in line. We always looked immaculate - always. We'd walk out the door to church and more often late because Mom had to make sure we were all clean, hair perfect and dressed impeccably then she'd get ready. The neighbors used to laugh at her, "...there she goes, the last one out the door again!" Even when there was some crisis in our family, Mom always held it together with grace and sometimes a glass of scotch. I do look forward to one day seeing them again - I'm hopeful. After Dad's passing my sister had found his Bible, with all his favorite verses underlined, telling of his deep faith at one time in his life. Also, after Mom suddenly passed, we found a Bible at her bedside table. I know she'd read and meditated on it before she slept, as her signature 'mandarin orange' nail polish was all over it. "Do not look at his appearance or at the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for God sees not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." - 1 Samuel 16:6-8

Under the micro-scope

2010-02-22T13:27:00.000-08:00

In mid September, this article was sent to me by a dear friend, "Confessions of a Home Schooler". Work had transferred us to California for four months and Michael knew the entanglement of questions we'd be asked by complete strangers. Some with the intent to debase. With a raised eyebrow the questions came like arrows; "Why are your children with you during school hours? ... Why did you bring your entire family with you for this job?" and my favorite, a 'pop quiz' directed at my kids, "Columbus Day is Monday, do you know what year he discovered America?" I'd nod and acknowledge their questions with humility and usually change the subject. What I wanted to do was answer frankly, the truth is most people in my husband's industry are single, divorced or soon to be divorced. We're a family and this is the path we've chosen - to stay together, I know odd. And by the way did Columbus really discover America? Maybe we should be celebrating Leif Erickson Day instead? The jury is still not out on this one.

I thought this article on homeschooling was fair and accurate. Also, not to be overlooked "The Bitter Homeschooler's Wish List", included deep within the same article. Deborah and Andrew thank you for such a fine explanation, as to why we 'crazy' parents homeschool. Like many homeschooling parents, we hold onto this freedom with an open hand. We may not be financially capable of continuing (living on one income, especially now isn't easy), also we may eventually cave to our children imploring us to go to high school, or who knows it could be illegal at some point but I pray not, we're having too much fun!

Valentine Cocoa

2010-02-14T15:49:00.001-08:00

Kraft makes these CUTE strawberry flavored marshmallows this time of year. All last week we had Valentine Cocoa...it was very rainy, so this generally took care of the blues.

Love...growing stronger.

2010-02-14T09:58:00.000-08:00

"No long-term marriage is made easily, and there have been times when I've been so angry or so hurt that I thought my love would never recover. And then, in the midst of near despair, something has happened beneath the surface. A bright little flashing fish of hope has flicked silver fins and the water is bright and suddenly I am returned to a state of love again — till next time. I've learned that there will always be a next time, and that I will submerge in darkness and misery, but that I won't stay submerged. And each time something has been learned under the waters; something has been gained; and a new kind of love has grown. The best I can ask for is that this love, which has been built on countless failures, will continue to grow. I can say no more than that this is mystery, and gift, and that somehow or other, through grace, our failures can be redeemed and blessed."

— Madeleine L'Engle

My Saturday with Vincent Price

2010-02-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

Who knew Vincent Price and his wife Mary were such amazing gourmet cooks? Well my parents did! After my mother passed away a few years ago, while cleaning and packing up the last of my parents beautiful life together - I promptly began searching for the 'Holy Grail' of their kitchen. Viola! Here it is. They used this cook book A LOT and this weekend I tried my first recipe from it and YUMMY! This Gateau Grand Marnier (Orange Liqueur Cake) was relatively easy, no unusual ingredients and so moist. They referred to these cakes as Babas in France as they were soaked in rum, fruits and liqueurs. I cherish this cute picture of Mom and Dad as always in the kitchen together...cooking some outrageous meal for our family. Dad following a recipe and Mom, his lovely assistant. I sure miss them and now so appreciate all the hard work and care they took in preparing these meals.

We've interrupted this posting...

2010-02-07T21:15:00.000-08:00

Poop! My husbands Power Mac (why is it called a 'Power Mac', it only lived 4 years) has DIED! We need a new one, which means - time to save up. It's cost - a small fortune because it has to have all the bells and whistles...oy! He is a wizard at what he does, I just wish he could make more money at it...thank you Hollywood outsourcing (deep emotional anguish added here). So my posting could be sporatic for a while. Why? Because the poor man is now using my computer. I've lost access to my scanner, it's been replaced by a HUGE Wacom tablet. Plus everything is shifted to the right, because I'm a lefty...complete chaos I tell you. The sufferings of me...sigh.

Hanging on

2010-01-28T07:51:00.000-08:00

I feel like the leaves on this maple...hanging on. This has been a very hard year for us economically. If it wasn't for my faith and honest fellowship, it could have been really treacherous, but God is gracious. My husband is coming home! (He's been working in another state for the past four months.) Like the new buds forming on this tree, my heart is beginning to swell with joy at his arrival and hope for a better year. The time apart has been challenging but there have been tremendous blessings also and for THAT I'm so grateful!

Busy hands

2010-01-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

I love these books. Our adopted Grandma gave our daughter this one on Christmas. These little fairies' have helped me forgive her for also bestowing my daughter with a small suitcase packed with adult makeup...augh! (Grandma Sunny has never had daughters, and doesn't realize what a 'loaded gun' makeup is to give an 11 year old child with 'I wanna be a superstar' tendencies.) I'm much relieved to see my girl spending hours on dressing imaginary fairies, rather than HOURS in front of a mirror, applying hot pink lipstick and gold eyeshadow, then the ensuing difficult but tempering discussions on moderation and embracing natural beauty.

Guilty pleasures...

2010-01-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

Since I can remember, my husband has taken the kids for donuts every Saturday morning, whilst I sit in bed with a mug of coffee enjoying the sunrise. Since the 'donut man' has been on hiatus, there is NO way I'm springing out of bed to rush downtown on a Saturday morning - so instead we make these great little biscuit donuts. Thanks Karen for posting these... yum!

I LOVE supporting the arts!

2010-01-22T16:01:00.001-08:00

My ring arrived! I've been stalking the Plume's Etsy site for over a year now. I finally ceased the opportunity and purchased an original piece of her magnificent art work. You see, there is never anything in her store, as it is snatched up by her adoring fans within seconds. She takes great care in every detail; amazing customer service and darling packaging. If you can peruse 'The Life and Times of the Noisy Plume' - do it! It's my afternoon 'tea time' read and always enjoyable. Oh the photos of her adorable Mr. Pinkerton and Penelope! The Plume package...I love the whole thing!

Get your back into it!

2010-01-22T13:44:00.000-08:00

Splitting wood - it ain't pretty, but I get the job done! Happy little wood stove, you keep us warm and dry. "She girds herself with strength, And strengthens her arms." Proverbs 31:17 Well ok... :D

Unplugged

2010-01-22T13:40:00.000-08:00

Unplugging - I catch them playing chess usually before bed. How about a soothing book to read? I don't understand chess or should I say, I was their age the last time I played it. I think they're making up their own rules.

I think this actually works!

2010-01-21T15:21:00.000-08:00

My 9 year old son continues to leave his DS game cards in his pockets. They are sooo little, you don't even know they are there. Well, knowing many individuals who have dropped cell phones into pools, toilets, etc., I thought I'd give the 'stick it in rice/dry it out' a try. You know, we haven't had a game die yet!

Fun with paper

2010-01-21T15:07:00.001-08:00

I love this paper. I bought it years ago, don't know where. I loved it so much, I made a light switch cover out of it. Just the paper, diluted white glue and varnish on the old switch plate...viola! I found other decoupaged switch plates at the local 'home' shop that were selling for $20 - ouch, not in my budget.

Ahh...

2010-01-15T21:27:00.000-08:00

School done - check. Rain gutters clear - check. Wood split - check. Truck washed and on Craig's List - check! Mocha and my blog buddies - CHECK!!! :D

It's raining... a lot!

2010-01-14T08:13:00.000-08:00

My neice cross-stitched this 'kitty' for my daughter, she did a fine job. However, anyone who does needle work, knows it cost and 'arm & a leg' to finish these projects. It's been raining like crazy here, so what else are you going to do but keep busy completing projects. The corners are a bit wonky - I've yet to master ruffled corners.

Which of these things, doesn't belong here...

2010-01-14T07:45:00.001-08:00

It's my tether to my husband. I never learned to text until he went to work out of state. I jump up and down when ever my phone 'dings' with a message from him, like a kiss on the cheek! Adults look at me like I'm a teenage idiot, epoxied to her cell phone, when I dash out of the room to visit or text him back. Yes distance makes the heart grow fonder.

From the Kitchen of Mrs. Van Deventer...

2010-01-05T14:17:00.000-08:00

This orange bread is one of the comfort breakfasts I bake to nurture my family into the spring. A neighbor of my parents for years, used to make it and bring a loaf to us at Christmas. Come to find out that oranges are always really inexpensive in late December early January, so it does make a very frugal neighborly gift! It's great toasted with butter and some cream cheese.

1. Cook together the ground rind of 2 oranges, 1 c. of water & 1/2 c. of sugar. Then add one T. of butter. (*You are cooking this down to a syrup of orange peels. Also, you can freeze this syrup and bake the bread at a later time!)

2. Meanwhile sift together 2- 1/2 c. of flour, 1/2 c. sugar and 2-1/2 tsp. of baking powder.

3. In another bowl beat together 2 eggs and 3/4 c. of milk.

When the peels cool add them to the flour mixture and then add the beaten eggs and milk. Bake at 250 until it's risen, then to 275 for an 1-1/2 hours.

Who needs an expensive gym membership?

2010-01-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I did the 'self-pampering' entry about skin care, now for the physical fitness portion of my new year/new you resolution program - wood splitting. I'm pleased to announce, I now know how to split wood... I did it! First use a short handled sharp 'splitting' ax, find the direction of the grain and be a wee bit angry to start (for me 10 minutes of the news, usually does the trick) ;D. Also, I put the logs on a concrete block which seemed to help too. WHACK, after the first good split I was 'off to the races'. Next to teach my nine year old son, which makes me a bit nervous. Especially after I almost took out my shin! * Yes, I always make sure and wear protective eyewear and gloves.

Who has Rosacea? I do...I do!

2010-01-02T13:11:00.000-08:00

Flame on!

It stinks doesn't it? For quite awhile I could not have caffeine, chocolate or anything of extreme hot or cold temperatures, spicy foods, no alcohol or my heart rate over 140. My dermatologist told me because of my Scotch/Irish descent and I'm breathing - I have rosacea. Well knock all the wind out of my sails! Sure it's cute when it begins to appear in your early thirties and you have a nice rosy glow about you after a glass of wine. Then all of a sudden...WHAM, you start breaking blood vessels on your cheeks and around your nose, that won't go away and developing acne again, yuck! However, there is a solution...Evan Healy. I started using her products a year ago and I can say they've made a big difference. My red cheeks came back over the holidays, but I haven't been as diligent with my EH routine. I buy the entire 'Blue line', which is for sensitive rosacea prone skin. Her products are organic and smell amazing! They are quite affordable, considering the numerous trips to have those blood vessels ZAPPED off your face...ow! I hope somebody out there is helped by this public blog announcement. Evan, if you read this THANK YOU!!!

Go Ohio Buckeyes!

2010-01-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

Any excuse to put chocolate and peanut butter together. :)

Oh Baby, Merry Christmas!

2009-12-30T22:52:00.000-08:00

We had a wonderful Christmas. My husband got to come home for an ENTIRE week. We hate being apart, I get into all kinds of trouble - like ripping out old carpet, attacking the yard, so I'll be exhausted enough to sleep without him. Anyway, it was like we were teenagers again after 14 years of marriage, holding hands and even kissing in front of the children...MOM! Then poof back he went as quick as he came till the completion of the film he's working on - doing what husbands and fathers must do in this economy.

Okay, so babies! This little guy popped out right after Thanksgiving, well he didn't exactly 'pop' he really took his sweet time (42 weeks), but none the less WHAT AN ADORABLE LITTLE BABE HE IS. His name is Xander, short for Alexander. His mom wears him in this 'tube-top' like wrap thingy. I got close enough for a peek with my camera but it was rather dark, so I apologize if it's a bit blurry. I'm sure there will be more stills or 'motion blurs' of him in the future. :)

Winding down and unplugging...

2009-12-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

If it hasn't been done yet, it won't be. As I begin to feel the push and pull of the holiday, I know it's time; from this point forward it's a celebration of our Lord's birth...

Luke 2:9-14
And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.

Head knocker...

2009-12-18T19:19:00.000-08:00

Eye-winker, Tom-tinker, nose dropper, mouth chopper and chinny, chin, chin! Sorry I digress. My grandmother used to do that to me all the time. I look at my sons freckles and the same little ditty goes through my head out my lips!

Okay, I'm tired. Housework, yard work and a marathon 3 hours of a Christmas newsletter for a girlfriend makes a looooong day. I still have three little zip pouches to crank out. Dinner?

Her first cross-stitch

2009-12-16T06:28:00.000-08:00

My daughter (age 11) completed her first counted cross-stitch. I think she did a wonderful job. I love to see my kids working/creating with their hands opposed to computers, Nintendo etc.

Does Christmas have you stressed out?

2009-12-15T14:43:00.000-08:00

Bourbon Balls to the rescue! These have been in my family for years. They're an acquired taste and not for everyone, especially those under 21. ;) When I was a child I steered far away from them...blech! I would compare them to "Vitameatavegamin". When you've had a hard day of shopping, wrapping gifts and trying to balance the budget after all the retail damage or like myself, making every gift to save money...there they are, in all their white, powdery fluffiness waiting for you! One will due, but if it's been an especially hard day, two is about my max. for

takin' the holiday edge off. They're extremely rich. I truly do love them. Now back to sewing... ;) Oh, like my plastic 'holiday' container? My cute Christmas tins are with my cookie cutters.

Stop peekin' at your presents! ;)

2009-12-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

My kids are normal. It would just be plain weird if they showed no interest in their packages under the tree, THAT I'm afraid would concern me. After all, I peeked and poked around at a very early age!

Where are my cookie cutters?

2009-12-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

So, when you've had your house on the market twice in the last year, you pack up a lot of nonessential stuff, hoping to have the upper edge when you sell your house and move. Well, do you unpack or do you keep the 'stuff' packed until you put the house back on for a third time? This economy is making me crazy. I know it's 'refining my character' but yesterday I made gingerbread because I had a 'hankering', then realized my Christmas cookie cutters are boxed and residing in one of three places. It's 25 degrees out- I'm making circles! Yes, that's it...I'll make them into Christmas ornament cookies!

Leaving Central California

2009-12-09T22:38:00.000-08:00

We got through numerous hurdles - one being ice, the morning of the 2nd day. Did I mention Jesus put gas in my car?

Most of all we enjoyed time together, 'In & Out' burgers and beautiful scenery!

Of course there were many "are we there yet?!" imperative statements (i.e.; the restroom).

One perfectly behaved red head!

We were completely incognito...

This is where we were headed, 16 hours or 2 days, 1 adult, 2 kids, a dog and a prayer.

This is the last time I would see my sweet husband for a month! :(

Where's my fashion sense? Go ask Alice

2009-12-09T20:21:00.000-08:00

Now it's all clear to me, why I don't worry about what I'm wearing and sometimes I error on the side of ridiculous - as long as I'm comfortable. As I recall my father, who would golf nine holes in the wee hours of the morning, would return at noon to my mom's horror 'plaid and stripes' - oh my! Dad was just like me...fashion was all about practicality. The above picture is my dad in the middle and my Grandmother, Alice on the right. Just look at that fringed bonnet, fabulous sun protection. :)

Pearl Harbor Day

2009-12-07T21:18:00.001-08:00

Even though it was 20 years before I was born. I can't erase the wars my father participated in, WWII and the Korean War. Today, I wish I could continue to tell Dad how proud he makes me - for all that he sacrificed and the lives he helped save as a medic in the army. When I was about 8, I remember him watching MASH, and I used to enjoy hearing him chuckle. Little did I realize, he'd had first hand experience.

Blue

2009-12-06T16:53:00.000-08:00

It is the most exciting happy time of the year and I'm feeling blue. Why? Because I'm spoiled rotten and I'm not coping with my husband working away from home and have NO idea what our future is in his industry. I have great empathy for military wives, who have husbands overseas for months! I have to be honest. Some days are better than others but suffering apart is really the pits and I'm at odds. God is providing and I can't deny that. We've all been healthy, safe and well, but there's a certain vulnerability that creeps in when my husband isn't here to join me under the sheets on these cold winter nights. I'm sad. I miss him terribly and I don't know how this is all going to end, but I can pray. I pray for peace of mind, for my children's sake. It does absolutely no good for them to see me worry and to be sad at such a great time of year. So, I put on my happy face and march forth. Yesterday I met two high school classmates who were in the area visiting. I hadn't seen them in 27 years (yes, guess my age). They made an effort to see me. I'm so glad they did. It was a lovely visit and wish it could have lasted longer, but hopefully we'll get another opportunity. Life has really become all about relationships as I've become older. I don't care what kind of house you 'drive' or any other material information. I wanna know, 'how is your soul?' I love how it feels to reach out to each other now...at Christmas!

What Christmas is all about Charlie Brown

2009-12-02T18:26:00.000-08:00

Be on the Safe Side!

2009-11-12T18:41:00.000-08:00

John Walsh's Stranger Safety is a great DVD to share with your children. I bought it several years ago, after a 'bad guy' moved into our neighborhood and we needed to heighten our 'stranger awareness' with our kids. I brought it along on our trip as review because: being in a hotel and in a new unfamiliar area - it never hurts to take a fresh look. The woman who does predominantly all the acting is fantastic, to the point but also VERY entertaining (for parents too). Also, Safe Side has published another DVD on internet safety I would highly recommend.

The most expensive pumpkins I've EVER purchased

2009-11-05T20:47:00.000-08:00

As most of you know, we've been 'hotel living' temporarily the last few months (similar to Cottage Living...no, not really). I decided this fall season to fore go any live pumpkin purchases, because I'm sure the staff and other guest would not appreciate us decorating the hallway with fleshy carved pumpkins. It's been a very difficult few weeks, passing various patches selling them for a nominal price but still we didn't buy any - until this weekend. We were invited to spend Halloween with some good friends to carve up, make a mess and display pumpkins at their house. Zoom! Down the street we ran to pick a couple of clearance pumpkins - so I thought. I officially declare OCTOBER 31, to be the most expensive day to buy pumpkins - $18 dollars for 2! What you do, or should I say pay, to see your kids elbow deep in orange 'innards' with various large knives in their hands.